under stress

I think i might be too stressed or something....
i lost weight.
and my hair's all falling.
and i am having flu.

2 genting photos...

its just another post

well, i found time to update again...

well this week, was quite an eventful week, considering the nearing EOY...
and...
i went to Maha Bodhi School on Thursday and made a presentation...
WOOH!
I'm lovin' it...
the presentation went out well! students were super responsive and attentive!
went in super duper hunky Mr lai's car and sat with SARAYUTT!
now, how cool can that be? skipped three period of lessons and gave my mind a 1andahalf hours break too...
Hmmm....

well, on Friday, something happened and Mr.head prefect might not be feeling so good, so i wish he has cheered up! after he had talked to gauri and i have talked to him...
well, i kinda find myself lucky i'm not in his shoes and kind of guilty i didn't want to offer much help at the beginning when he asked me if i would do the typing for him at home...
and i rejected, and asked him to do it himself...
HOW GUILTY CAN YOU BE ,CHERYL WONG!

YES, too guilty over too many things!
shit... why did you even end up like that?
make yourself feel bad.

well, waited for dunno how many hours on friday afternoon for CHERYL TANG, HUANG WENYI AND VICTOR KWAN just to go back to primary school... well, at least i got a ride there... spend time i primary school . cool bananas. people sid i'm TALL!!!! [ FEELING VERY ELATED]

AND YES! ENCI accompanied me and he talked to me... cause he was waiting for SANDI LIM BEIZHENG!
HEHEHEHE~ caught! he was very funny, preten pretend read physics but actual fact is he was talking to me all the while...
HAHHAHAA!
we shared about America's NEXT TOP MODEL!
his favourite subject...
HAHAHAHA!
anyway, Mr ong en Ci, i saw the photo! ultra disgusting!
EEEW~

and sorry JOAN, i only managed to tell Darren not gauri
and sorry gauri, i ran away without saying goodbye to you...
and thank you William and Darren, who helped me keep the flags as i was the last girl guide there.

**don't like to talk about silly htings here. stupid grandma! thats silly and plain rude! I"M YOUR GRANDAUGTHER! THATS NOT HOW YOU TREAT A GRANDAUGHTER! MAKE HER LOOK CHEAP!

P.S. When a flour baby dies, bake cake with it...
and I'm very sad... Cheryl is now very lonely.
poor Darren and Joan... why did you two die!?!!
and JOAN soon[as in the human] please continue to feed Cheryl[the blackgoldfish]

asleastyoucouldhavetoldmesomething...
itwasyourfaultfornotevensayingalasthing.
atleastitriedyoudontknowme,
howifeel,everything!shutup and
getlostfrommylifenow.

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you might just want to skip this post if you hate long winded thoughts



I do not really know what's wrong with me.

sometimes I'm happy.

sometimes I'm sad

sometimes i get frustrated.

sometimes I'm calm

and these emotions all change very quickly. I have no idea why. Maybe because Mid-year is approaching? well, i know it's approaching... But i had to take this chance to let go of my bottled-up thoughts. There are so many things that I've kept inside me for so-long... and i mean very long... maybe more than a year ? well it may sound short but everyday many things happen and things changes so it kind of affects my mood as well... It's not easy to bring personal thoughts out of the mouth.(I'm sure you understand) and i cannot make what i want to say on a blog that everyone will see and read but i am trying to put things down not so directly and long winded-ly . After Teacher's day, i thought that things will be calmer but i did not expect that handling new prefects can be so difficult and tiring as-well. The year-end is coming again and i feel very sad, i do not want this year to end so quickly... why does time fly so fast?

I regretted many things and how i wished time would turn back for me to change things... Whtas done cannot be undone. i understand... well, i seriously do not wish to post about school things anymore...

I also suffer from home depression... i suffer stress from school and family and there is not a time i can find peace for myself... the only escape seems to be when i'm left alone...and left to do alot of thinking... I just hope that maybe in this world, there's someone who can understand me well. I CAN'T TAKE THIS STRESS ANYMORE!

By keeping myself occupied and busy, i seem to not thinnk too much and let my mind wander off too much.

ANYWAY, i would like to thank some of my friends who have kept me alive and tolerated with me.
GAURI- who has beeen the 'light' of my life,neever fail to cheer me up and give me a good laugh.
LIONEL- who always listen to all my Unhappiness and lets me speak my mind very easily.
AQILAH- who comforts me when i feel sad
HARMONY- someone who seems to listen and let me bully
JOAN- the sucker who talks to me and crap with me
WILLIAM - his hair makes me laugh
SHA- nvr fail to make me smile in class
MISS NORAINI- my best buddy who treats me really nice!
and
CLARA- the girl whom i can talk to during maths...

WELL, i have to thank many more people as well... for tolerating my unforseen tempers and emotional breakdowns.
P.s. GAURI, one day i'll tell you EVERYTHING!