misery?

Life never seem to pause, break, slow down for me... I need to rest.

dont listen to me RANT.

this is the only way i pur my feelings out.

Holidays? no, i don't think so... I had insomnia, SERIOUS Family trouble and i so much work...

What have i done?What? Sorry, but filial piety no longer exists  in me. How can they understand when all they do is talk , lecture, scold, beat and not even listen, i tried to speak, but what do they do? shut me up! And they claim they understand what is going on in my life,all the verbal abuse from her, treating me like a cheap slut and they want me to treat her like a grandmother, not an enemy. Why do I have to be the one? Because I am a GIRL.my useless mother, never failed to aggravate the whole situation, because nobody ever understand me, they only know how to blame me, all thesee years, i was blamed for everything... BUT HEY! I AM THE VICTIM HERE. I... can't go on. I wished i could be brought to a girls home or some place where they will keep me away from THEM. I am better off alone. 

I'm so happy to be back in school. :D