all alone?

Hello.
Well, maybe to only Gauri, since she seems to be my only loyal reader as usual.
Like Glenn said '' Sometimes, life just sucks eh?''
It's SO TRUE.So,do not worry. It sucks, SOMETIMES.[how positive]
Well, it's almost 30 days to O level.[ BREATHING DIFFICULTY, AFTER A LONG RECOVERY TIME...]YEAP, 30 DAYS TO MY NIGHTMARE! Just can't believe it. I studied with my cousin at his house over the weekend at Choa Chu Kang and I would say, that type of studying environment makes you want to study even more.it's just super duper tense.

Anyways,I was just thinking again. My dad said I have the lousiest attitude at home.He says my 'HATE EVERYTHING' attitude will result in me suffering in life, in the future and I'll not be any successful if I carry 'this' attitude with me.He says I behave exactly like this WOMAN whom I hate, KIM LIAN.She's OLD and she is MEAN on top of that, she has a very traditional chinese mindset of how boys are treasures.I mean, seriously, what can boys do? I can do what most boys can do. Boys are only a bunch of egoistic animal that are extremely annoying.[right? unless you can change my mind] As I was saying, my dad said my terrible attitude of rebutting to everything they say is the worst and trying to stand up for myself is wrong as well.When I said I hate this or that and how they are practicing favouritism at home, they will scold me for being insesitive and tell me that I am behaving like Kim Lian. He say I will be ALL BY MYSELF in the future, I will grow old and cranky and nobody will like me at alI.That is also because I am not going to get married, I will grow old alone and become something like KIM LIAN. I am scared, even I do not like her. What if I really become something I hate? I believe I do not need anyone like I always tell the boys,' Do I look like I need help?' yeah man... I am going to prove my daddy WRONG.

wish me luck.