I'm just a little bit caught in the middle.

Truthfully,it is I'M VERY CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE.

UGH.Why are human beings so complicated? who created the art of being hypocritical? Being caught in the middle is no good.I wondered if life would be better if i were a boy [ song runs into head ]. Boys are less complicated aren't they? [ at least when it comes to friendship ] I feel so guilty. I really do not mean anything, but when something happens, it is hard to change reality and it is impossible to pretend nothing happened.Stop blaming or being unhappy over nothing, just reflect on what you did. Just think about what led to all this, do you seriously think we all want this?[do not question about this]

BTW, I got full marks for prelims oral reading, I hope Mrs. Bala wouldn't change the marks... [ my fantastic guide teacher, oral examiner and fantastic Indian Dancer. LOVE HER]

sigh... The world is so complicating. Ignorance is definitely bliss. Living in my own world is even better I supposed. So much has happended, and it just goes on and on...I would blog all day long if I had to write everything out. It's difficult to give everything now, I have to keep part of me to myself, I cannot give it all away.[ I am not sad, really]I need to prevent myself from being upset.I am still my chirpy self, still the GOOGOOGAGA over hot stuff[ as in boys(as in very very hot) ] girl.* note: I used the word GIRL. teehee. Being optimistic is the way to a happier self and life. I SHALL NOT LIVE LIFE WITH REGRETS.

Somehow I feel burdened when people trust me and tell me things. I really apologise to my BRA THER. sorry... Ok. Anyway, CLARA YONG : thanks for being so AMAZING. You are truly beautiful inside out. I swear that I am an ass. HAHAHA. I just felt so upset just now, cause i was crying for gujunpyo[jujunbiao]. AWWWWWW... Life is really unfair right? Does it mean cos we're short, we're destined to find shorter guys? D; speaking of which, JESSE MCCARTNEY's GOING BLONDE SOON. LOVE HIM BLONDE. which reminds me... I miss them.I hate myself.HAZIQAH, THERE's THIS REALLY AMAZINGLY ADORABLE GIRL CALLED CHERYL WONG MISSING YOU LIKE HELL IN A SAD PLACE CALLED MANJUSRI.

I feel like a bad person.

i don't care how people judge me, from now on, I am going to be ignorant.
I JUDGE PEOPLE A LOT. HAHAHA.

A crazy girl with lots to tell, but doesn't know how...

I don't know how to tell what kind of emotion this is, but i know it's making me feel weird.

it's been so long, since i posted so long, before i end...
THANK YOU HUI ZHEN, GLENN, SEAN, YING YING, DA GE , PEIYI, SAY NGOH and HO ZHENG HUI[ basically, DA FAMILY] for making life much more wonderful and special for me.


AND... AQILAH, don't fret.
and... Marcus, you can always talk to me.
and... Elias, HA HA HA.

signing off. <3