HATE

HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU.
dun ever talk to me.
LIKE I NEVER GET CRITICIZED ENOUGH.
YOU'RE NOT WORTH MY KINDNESS.
I KNOW I SUCK.
I AM JUST BUT A FAT UGLY FOOL THAT SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR IN THIS WORLD.
I tried my best to be nice. Although I can be mean. BUT TO YOU, I tried hard to be a nice friend.
I KNOW I AM FAT AND UGLY. DUN NEED TO GO COMPARE. Not like I've never been called Ugly or FAT in my life. I always turn it into a joke... And all the sarcasm used only makes it worse.
Just STOP IT okay?
I BEG.
sometimes... People like me cant take it too.
I have ZERO ego. ZERO self confidence. HAPPY NOW?
ALL ALONG IT'S just a FAKE HAPPY SMILE like i said.
FRIENDS? NAH.I'll forgo them if I have to.
I'll just be a lonely old woman like my dad says I'll be if i continue being so stubborn. Maybe I might be after all. D:

sigh... I hate myself.
I need to find my space to cry.

tomorrow's a new week

Tomorrow's a new week.

Every week is eventful.

Today, I went to Ubin with my friends from Shanghai. AND.... I MIGHT be spending winter in shanghai right after O levels. I'll be travelling there alone. HOW FRIIKIN COOL IS THAT? :D

Sigh~ tomorrow is 13 july. 

IF only things were like they USED TO BE. I feel like crying now. BYE.

Michael Jackson.

His death made me realise how brittle life is.

Nobody knew that he was going to die. do they?
When I woke up to another day... the first news... Michael Jackson just died...
I WAS LIKE: WHAT?!
& I felt upset... Immediately.

Nobody knows when they are going to die.

Treasure your life. It's not worth to lose it for anybody... other than self.


Words are sometimes pretty useless. (A difficult thing for me to admit, because I love words, and in general I regard them as quite powerful.) In situations of deep pain, very few of us have anything brilliant to say — our words are not adequate to the situation.

you're like :D

Cheryl is smiling.


Happiness is something that is hard to be faked.
It'll hurt your cheeks to wear a fake smile.
it hurts doesn't it? when you're asked to smile for pictures?
but it does not really hurt when you just smile because you really feel happy... somehow, you just don't feel the cheeks aching.
IT'S WEIRD. But, this shows how happiness cannot be faked.
A smile is a priceless thing. Use it in the right way. It's the best gift one can give.
So, SMILE and the world SMILES with you.
Pass a smile on and on.
Make someone's day. Just SMILE.
you'll feel the power of a smile, especially when you smile at someone and they smile right back at you!
If you feel sad or down... just sit upright, SMILE to yourself, breathe in, close your eyes, breathe out, open your eyes and tell yourself that everything will be alright in the end. EVERYTHING WILL END. [think of all the happiest things]
Do not be stubborn. JUST SMILE.

PEACE OUT :D

You're like Yoon Ji Hoo to me.
&shedidnotendupwithhimintheend.butiknowthiscrushain'tgoingaway.theonlythingthatkeepsmewishingonawishingstar.wonderifheknowshe'sallithinkaboutatnight.itsuckstoseeyouhurt.
idontknowhyitjusthurts.

Learned to never get too close.

AH, Morning Glory rocks.
Had a FUN time with them, painting for Guide's carnival.

my injury left an ugly scar... D:
BUT, IT'S OKAY. It's nothing...[ i would be lying]

Twitter-ed, so i can follow Jesse McCartney :D

met KIM. met CAROLINE[she's leaving D;].met Haziqah-and i still want to meet her.

I so do not MISS school.

Hating You.

cycled to many new places, walked like crazy too :D

i have no wishes to continue my post.

LOL!

so cute! WONDERBABY!
SHE CAN DANCE!
SO ADORABLE!

remedy

The best cure to all sadness... HAZIQAH. I'm feeling much better now.I had a BLAST!